M.I Abaga - The Self Evaluation Of Yxng Dxnzl lyrics

Hello Jude? Erm... I'm just calling to check up on you I hope you people are doing well? Just want to say you should Stay focused... You know where you're coming from So no dispatch no; no play play na (giggles) we are praying for you You're constantly on our mind and We know that you know what is right And you will keep doing what is right All I want to do is drink, f** Smoke, chill, party all day still I can be the worst n***a sometimes I can be the worst All I want... drink, f** Smoke, chill, party all day still (sigh) I can be the worst n***a sometimes I can be the worst I got a secret, in some deep sh** (hmm, okay) Some sh** that I discovered as of recent (hmm, okay) Is there somebody could speak with? (anybody there?) Somebody decent, I trust to keep it not to leak it I've got some sh** that I've been hiding (I've been hiding) If my fanbase knew about it, it'll divide them (they wanna know) Cause I'm the one the one that they put pride in Its exciting when they side him But they'd be different if they saw inside him But here it goes I've been battling a deep depression (woah) I've been pretending I can handle all of this pressure (woah) I've alone with all of my money And all my possessions (okay) But it don't make me feel no better no (It's crazy) I know that I'm plenty blessed But I carry an emptiness I use each moment of happiness To cover my sentiments (wow) My n***a saw me the other day inside an empty benz (M my n***a you good?) He like you good? I was like All I want to do is drink, f** Smoke, chill, party all day still I can be the worst n***a sometimes I can be the worst All I want to... drink, f** Smoke, chill, party all day still (sigh) I can be the worst n***a sometimes I can be the worst Baby let's run away Let's run away from here Responsibilities is k**ing me And I'm so unprepared Everybody wants my help They think I've got enough to share I've been struggling for motivation No one is aware, ahhn Baby let's fly away I'm try a find some peace and Let's go with the beach and Roll up a couple trees and Let's turn off our phones So that no body can reach us Lately I've been acting strong But I've been at my weakest Don't wanna do no f**ing interviews Reporters be like "yeah we know you But please kindly introduce yourself." No my n***a, see I'm not tryna be rude But I don't wanna be here talking to you Cause I'm not in the mood I want to f**, drink Smoke, chill, party all day still I haven't been happy in such a while And I'm looking for something that could make me smile So let me bathe (baby just wait) (baby just wait) In the water (wait) In the water (in the water) (wait in the water) I can be the worst n***a sometimes (Bathe in the water) I can be the worst So let me bathe in the water (wait in the water) In the water, in the water (wait in the water) in the water (wait in the water) I can be the worst (wait in the water) I can be the worst (repeats)