Lydia Loveless - Learn to Say No lyrics

I turn everything off just to it back on Thought I wouldn't cry but I'm usually wrong Because the sound a man makes is a terrible song Till somebody's down I do nothing at all And like an animal I cannot seem to leave The house without sh**ting myself instantly Can't go anywhere without being three sheets I guess I'll always be this goddam unhappy Someday I'll learn what it's like to say no Someday I'll learn what it's like to say no But I just ain't ready for what it feels like to say no I know I've done nothing to earn your respect I know better than your friends just how much of a mess I have made of this Honey I still really don't care what she says Because to say I was disatisfied would somehow imply That I was deserving of a better life But I've already given up trying to deny So while they're wondering, I... Someday I'll learn what it's like to say no You still won't learn what it's like to say no But you won't evr have to learn how to say no Sometimes I think I should just go for a walk But then somehow I do nothing at all Why does it take so much out of me to be this weak? Convince myself that somebody's looking over my shoulder Telling me this is the life that you chose Why does it take so much work to keep you company That's why I've got to treat my body like an indestructable machine So raise a toast to the people who think That it's just as easy as turning down a couple of drinks To the ones who still think that walking is a sentence Because they just don't know how hard it is They don't know what it's like to say no Many, they don't know what it's like to say no They won't ever have to learn how to just say no Now I'm gonna learn what it's like to say no Girl you're gonna learn what it's like how to say no Well, I don't really care much for what it feels like to say no Right now