Lwansta - How To Not Die lyrics

[Verses: Lwansta] I took a drive at night, no f**ing learners or a license My mom gave me the keys because I haven't told a lie since The day I said that I don't give a f** about my exes But no one gives a f** who your ex is, it's who your next is, unless you're Drake And if you're not then man you're f**ing fake Cause all it takes for you to be great, is have an honest face And if you take advice from a plastic n***a who doesn't have it n***a You probably gon' end up with that habit n***a I'm very distracted, I'm very distracted Pardon my lack of commitment for giving a f**, but I'm young and I'm a born free During my come-up n***as ignored me Now every f**er wanting a feature cannot afford me Believe me n***as, this rap sh**, it isn't easy n***as When the ba** drops, I'm topping all of you cheesy n***as Had it f**ing easy? I hope you fall on your f**ing a** and motherf**ing crash and never pick up a f**ing pad I'm bitter, I hate rappers getting what I want Whoever picks these rappers is never picking the right one And I'm just f**ing tired of n***as who should retire right after they drop their first f**ing single cause I'm the right one But anyway I won't hate, cause hate's gay, it's f**ing ignorant like that n***a that hates gays If I can figure out how these n***as just make way for n***as who they say are sicker than 8 aids I'm in With only one A I got in, now I'm a first year student trying hard not to sin I took my sh** up from a town very easy to get around Now I'm in a city where it's so easy to get a round And n***as don't make a sound, stay plotting under the ground The only time they hold you down is when making sure that you drown But they'll never get their hands on a n***a, they try'na throw me in the fire but they'll never take the fans from a n***a You ever been to Kokstad? You prolly haven't So shut the f** up, cause you don't know how hard I had Tryna kick the habit, of rapping while I was trying to study And having all these whack gigs and never making no money, damn! I'm just a kid, who's mother always supported Never heard a single rap cause knew she'd be disappointed I was present right at church but my rapping not anointed So this talent was a blessing but cursing just makes it pointless Took a drive at night, no f**ing learners or a license My mom gave me the keys no, I took the keys, with her permission though Forgetting the fact that I never listen though She told me "no" to girls, but she caught me, but weren't kissing though At least I like girls and I'm not gay, but I'm bumping Beyonce Sometimes I shed a tear but I'm not gay Man I just can't control my emotions and f**ing emotional coaster When I'm angry I'm pissed, when happy I'm like a kid Sometimes I just can't resist And shove a dick inside of the f**ing b**h of life that I'm just trying to live And I'm just so depressed in this f**ing res And all this stress and just need to rest but I don't, I'm tryna beat the rest But being the best is not what I'm looking for Man I just wanna make living doing all of the sh** that they booked me for Motherf** what they looking for, motherf** what they took me....