Luxt - Hate Song lyrics

Before I looked to you as something I adored An inch out of my reach beyond my form You were an object to me, you held my gaze The person I was once has me amazed So in my head I whispered words, empty now Not yours, not ever, no way, no how I do believe yes, looking back That you have always, always, known Yes, I wanted of you Yes, I longed to touch you Yes, I slept drained of you Yes, I never had you Yes, I've grown beyond you Yes, I've gone and lived without you Yes, I've thought about you Yes, I've learned to hate you Now, I realize you Now, I stand above you Now, I can despise you And all others like you Once, I would have loved you Done anything for you Held, touched, cared, forever f**ed you Now the thought makes me abhor you You've done nothing for me Tears were never shed for me Still I know you knew it silently took more of me You'll never touch me You'll never taste me No matter how you want me You mean nothing to me I see red and taste your smile Bile-like spitting choked defiled Memories now so maddening, innocent, embarra**ing Now you're nothing and I know As I look to you below Is my laughter not enough to show you how extremely you're f**ed up