So frozen inside Vulgar feelings in sepulchral sadness Loneliness has ruined my life... Virus of existence The last breath into infected lungs Fetish sign of pain... Do You hear me murderer of happiness? Do You recognize me a**a**in of future dream? Depression inseminated... In utero where's embryo of filth There human turns into android Let respite flows with s** again The cum blast of madness sprinkle that face Should I awake whilst my body tremble in sudden d**h? I turned back realized perish still beside... Several days in sadness Lust, blasphemy and eternal false Stupor brought me nothingness Nothing really more... Now I'm envy, now I'm scared Flashbacks told me to rest in d**h Nowadays I can talk only to myself Without hope so far far away... Silver dramatic symptom forgotten as well Why am I so close to the end? Somehow, every way...