Luna Ad Noctum - Martyrium lyrics

I'm dead inside Pretend to live A real life I'm dead inside Leave me behind Dispose of me This is my doom Martyrium Another day comes to unveil The world that has died, died in my eyes Built of grey stone tall stand my walls To save me from... my other self I'm dead inside Pretend to live A real life I'm dead inside Leave me behind Dispose of me This is my doom Martyrium In through my veins run toxic pain The pain that I try to ease everyday In my scarred head a battlefield I'm not dead yet but willing to cease To exist no more Oh, how many times I have wished That I had never been born How many times I have wished That the world (we know) would burn And how many times I have not lived before? My world has died d**h feeds on its corpse Over the carrion Black ravens croak