Luis - III. Perfect Day lyrics

I I was like this sk** outta deal with the ills of life This honest plight Has me on point to fly But when knocked I look back in desperation The need for retention The repression of my awful depression Capsule after capsule on a search for a d**h wish Hardly distinguished Looking for the push above average Just a junior in high school with insecurities And self esteem issues For these eyes you were a perfect visual My persistence was knocked by not knowing what to do A lot of growing to do Sometimes I ask god why I met you so soon Now I sit here and ask myself what was my perfect day Sitting in cla** seeing you everyday A haze in a beautiful maze Taze my brain to keep me wide-awake Hook- These losing ways Have me trying to paint my perfect day Lookin back my rage kept me sane During those awful days you in my life got me through that stage II- As I sift through the what to's See you again is a must do But for now I chase these dreams That white Maserati And a bad b**h who wouldn't hesitate to call me daddy Lately I lost the love for the Grammys Or the academy I just want to do good The best that I can You bet I crash I bet you look at these lyrics and just can't grasp or understand My plan Blocked me off the social world Was a virgin a social curse On a chase for a wild girl I mistook a flirt for some sh** and got my dick wet Lost the concept of love Now I'm lost out in the cold all hurt Tryin hard to remember the perfect day It's still a haze And I'm amazed I continue to dream about you everyday It levels my want and hate My patcience to wait And not just let it all drain To escape And go away on a fast a** train Hook Outro: Those were horrible days I think back to my perfect day Seeing you in cla** I smile every time you laugh