since the turn, i have been making ready to move on the ground & my teeth being brittle when i sense i am coordinating i punch myself in the stupid face & cannot master anything, even helplessness if you read this poem out loud i will crumple like a galaxy & ascend to your zone & you were somehow expecting it's been a long year clawing at my throat there was an inchworm on my kneecap escaping from somewhere i learned that i am a neuron have got to drink water & share with the plant & light candles & kiss things & keep trying to calculate the sum of my damage there are no symbols all things are simple until they are not