pt. 1 Trickle through baby made of sand You have been deprived You have been deceived Everything is different now You will not become a star - Near the clouds two violet eyes watch you without being watched You move a lint roller over your coat to remove dog cells You plug in your earbuds and every few seconds your eyes open This is a microchip and there are no more watercolors in the world - Every morning sun spins your eyes open you re-try You are a robot again Mother Nature loves you forever at the crest of the sidewalk Your phone rings You try to answer but you're too distracted Your shadow is sending you another wire The sidewalk oozes gray sidewalk You don't notice because you haven't taken out your earbuds - This is a microchip and there are no more watercolors in the world I spilled orange juice on my shirt It was a great tragedy Did you spill orange juice on your shirt Was it a great tragedy? At the crest of the mirror a piece of you vibrates You are trying to ignore trying to convincing yourself it's just a photo of your family It's just a spaceship That's why it oscillates - You yell at your looking gla**— a cloud of digital dust— you sing to your dog I AM A ROBOT YOU ARE MY ROBOT DOG! PLEASE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT PLEASE KNOW IF I'M TALKING ABOUT! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You urinate and go into your bedroom You are researching a body You comb Google till you reach the dregs and examine a graveyard a calendar in small d**hs word d**hs decayed unfinished super-egos Outside the robots are putting gas in their cars silently laughing in their voice machines (because they are robots) Litter is everywhere The robots are proud to have littered everywhere - This is it A radio leaks from the clouds irritates shells There are no more statements to be made There are more empty ramen packages more coke cans than there are salmon Near the wall a glowing rectangle Is this why you're crying? - You can watch any movie you want You can attach an antenna to your head and be an airplane or a pilot You spend your whole life in the same place translating an alkaline image The window opens you are engulfed This is it It becomes a graveyard You are eating lettuce on a pillar in the desert You could be an airplane You could be a monk pt. 2 Moon Circle Moon Circle Moon I am summoning the moon into my room to attack me with cameras made of crystal and tears There are overflowing windows on my screen This is a dream I had This is murmurs in my heart because I play a game where sand changes color as it falls and I play a game pressing bu*tons making people explode I am ashamed - I would like to know can I print a bible without losing dollars Can I put dollars in a tube to turn into a bible Can I print a Jesus candle and light it with my eyes Can I light my printed Jesus candle with light? My printer is out of ink which makes everything wet - Moon Circle Moon Transmit me what the night holds I am questing for more portals I glimpsed one in a long code because I was squinting from across the room I have listened to records backwards forwards Have you seen beams of light near walls of buildings? Please Moon are you jumping over the world or just trying to make me cry? - My fingernails are crystal balls I see no future human hand I am wearing a diaper waiting for you to walk in Where have you been? Your robot dog is a better poet than me The television and lights have stopped working The dishes are oozing gray sidewalk On a tinted blue monitor your neck turns and looks at the color of the house Because the monitor is tinted blue everything is tinted blue - Look at the tally marks This is Day Twelve and I have not slept Look me in the eyes Your robot dog is conspiring to murder me He has a friend I heard the friend flush the toilet I saw him in the hallway His entire body was glowing phosphor When he saw me he let a snarl through a digital jaw I tried not to worry All my Legos were gone - Moon Circle Where have all the watercolors gone I never want to see a swamp ever again What happened to the horse I made when I was fourteen and confused If I lie down beneath a thunderstorm I would like to wash away I would like to be a saint and cry all over myself There are no more watercolors in the world The crow told me so - Moon The screen is gone Every dog is running back to bite me I placed my hand between the edges of the window It burned and did not burn at all Please Moon transmit what you have recorded Digital dust coming down One Two Three Four Five Beam Beam Light Light Robots Please Caw Caw Violet Eyes Flash Caw Caw Caw Lord Beep Beep Lord Blink Blink Flash Flash Blink Flash Lord