Lucky Puke - Joyful but shocked lyrics

Joyful but shocked she forgot how to drive heart Now that she's gone she became my own ghost for life Silent and lonely she wanted me away All of a sudden i told her to fu*k herself Now that i owe you my everything you fade out No matter what you'll be sleeping in my heart It's getting hard to be someone But it all works out fu*k that you'll do what you want I don't give a fu*k don't you let me in I'll just say that i'll miss you a lot