Lucid Optics - Limerence lyrics

[Verse 1 Lucid Optics] Limerence Never seen a love as grim as this Brewing as innocence but chemists interfered It would appear that they adhere to the recipe But they obsess over ingredients, procedure gets messy My stomach is having epilepsy The epicenter of damage disconnecting from the world And every other form of energy condensed the vibrations My life is the remainder of an unbalanced equation ?? forsaken space, no relocation This property has never been anyone's for the taking There's billions of others swimming circles round this shipwreck And in my mind I see you swimming in puddles of piss sweat Wrist red - I thought I loved her for the rigid edge, but Here I am stealing lives and giving d**h These people are the casualties, so die happily Who is the hero here actually? Everybody's calling Sleepyhead a travesty We're proving none of them wrong handing money to the majesties Now apathy is lacing their brainwaves and tracing a portrait Of this town burning down the ashy ways You said you loved me I tried to say, "that is impossible" A thousand mile obstacle reflecting in the opticals This ocean separates like universes I've got my hand in my pockets tryna' block the mental shock, I Wish I had your picture in a locket The only photograph that I have is burned into my eye socket But the smell of blackened flesh is better than your dragon breath Do you have a sec? Lets catch on who you haven't (read?) And she laughed and giggled, that me want her back But that second I grasped what I never really had: A love as pure as what we read growing up Fought to win her back and realized I was in love with myself the whole time No sh**. how f**in' self-absorbed are we? Yup, and I finally left everybody the f** alone ...Probably for good