Lucas Charlie Rose - Tell Me That I'm Alright lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been using Hip Hop as a way to heal But sometimes I have to stop remind myself how to breathe Cause I can feel my heart drop with every line I write And then her face pops in my mind and I can't get it out I can't help but miss her, every waking second Hope that calling her an abuser won't threaten whatever bond I feel like we had Cause I don't know if she lied Maybe she really loved me, you know Maybe she'll make it right Cause she can't just leave me behind With nothing on my back after blurring the path Everything I had to give is right there in her arms And I thought it was forever so I gave her all I had And because I f**ing love her I don't want her to give it back No [Hook] So please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me that when I'm crying It means I'm gon be just fine, please Please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me if she was lying So I can finally be mad, please Please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me that I'm praying That they will honor me back, please Please tell me that I'm alright, please Tell me that I'm alright [Verse 2] I wish I was a millionaire So I could fly to DC for the weekend I wish I knew whether or not she'd cared if I Showed up at her door; f** I gotta stop this I can't do this anymore Cause I know she was abusive These thoughts they be intrusive And I'm scared she gon get defensive She gon blame me, She gon hate me And I'm gon leave the conversation Unable to breathe And then she gon say I need help cause I'm too sensitive I need help cause you know that I'm too much to deal with She said she tired of walking on eggshells around me I need help, cause she knows that I'm borderline crazy But truth is, I need help cause she used and threw me I need help cause she told me she wouldn't abuse me I need help cause she told me she wouldn't leave me I need help cause I feel like nobody's ever gonna believe me [Hook] So please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me that when I'm crying It means I'm gon be just fine, please Please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me if she was lying So I can finally be mad, please Please tell me that I'm alright Please tell me that I'm praying That they will honor me back, please Please tell me that I'm alright, please Tell me that I'm alright