LSd - Dear Momma lyrics

Ye my mom always said son follow your dreams She said dream big Don't let something out of your reach This cascade of emotion my vision eroded Living slow motion the notion my hearts broken Shattered I'm floating over the ocean I miss you every second I breath Heaving and choking Your words spoken I'm free Like doves spreading my wings over mountains gazing I sing Though my voice silent nights awaking a fiend The epitome, rising from my heart deep within a beat My veins weep, like guitar strings man I can't speak Though my desire Running like candle fire Deep within my ventricles connect the circuits like a wire I swear god, doesn't even know my potential Picked up the pencil, wrote verses said f** the credentials And I made you a promise, that my omish would profit Now I stand a broken man guess im heading to college And I barried her, even dug her grave with my nails Every scrap left a mark on my flesh I inhale All the ash from my flesh that inflames and impales A walking man, dead man, waiting my train to derail But ill concur this thing, ripping my heart And I bleed, the alpines on my shoulder blades making me scream But I still carry the torch Wary at first Its scary of course But I'm strong, like swords ready for war I swear, I can see you, in my dreams And it motivates me, to the point I can't breath And I read the letter that you left me, every night But the light, at the end of the tunnel, it ain't bright So I'll fight like you living through eight years of cancer But doc said you wouldn't live past the trimester So f** people that say, I can't do something Running I stumble, she told me get up son in a mumble Her voice Pierced like horns, through the clouds of heaven Only eleven, but didn't understand the message I'm not normal; I'll be who I want to be So f** a plan B, my plan A manifest destiny… Yeah—Dear momma ×2 Yeah but dear momma This drama's ripping my soul Like a katana, but something's in the way like Nirvana Yeah your corpse still rotting my mind So I gotta force every breath and every line Your so beautiful—Randy Shapiro But I've been looking for a hero, so im hiding like De Niro I hope you've been watching me grow From a little boy to man im trapped mom no where to go Its been ten years, miss you every second I breath Its like torture, ripping every vein and I bleed The same blood form your legacy Remember when you put me to sleep Every night tucked in bed then you read to me Yeah—Dear momma ×2 Open for me the gates of mercy, the gates of heaven The eternal is king; the eternal was king; the eternal will be king forever We bend our knees and bow and declare before the supreme king of kings The holy one, blessed is he, that it is he who spreads out the heaven And establishes the earth For the eternal is God, heaven above, and on heaven below there's no other Please take my soul out of prison, for I have awaited your salvation eternal Eternal lead me in your righteousness, because my enemies are waiting Straighten your way before me The eternal will protect my going and coming For life, and piece—from now—and forever