Loyle Carner - Sea Shells lyrics

[Loyle Carner] So when sea shells we saw So when sea shells we saw (Verse 1) A lot of laughs ,don't start when the puddle parts The hearts break and partake through a double dance I was under charm, trusting in that arm of her[?] Last but first, still I stumbled through the troubled chance So ask me and ask this instead of prying Denying, lying definitely something I keep my pride in I'm spying through keyholes and more So when sea shells we saw for her knickers[?] till they're dragging on the floor It's Raw[?}, raw, rotten to the core The Granny Smith, sitting back and sniff Till she's banging on the door, "let me in" I promised I'd be better by the sunlight You and me, a cup of tea, I'm cured, I'm the one right? I turn my back, and pressed it flat into the oak We spoke, arguing about the ways I couldn't cope From the lies, to the smoke,to the blinds and the hope That would bury in the very thing, my mind wouldn't bloat[?] I couldn't do it, move[?] the truest soul, let the foolish roll Unlocking the door, I was thinking "should I do this though?" No, wait, yes forget the stress Open up my f**ing arms and pressed her breast to my chest (verse 2) Plain sailing, for a week , maybe two at best? Indiscrepancies, I noticed I was too impressed Her body blessed with this new beginning Mist clearing from her lungs, pinker tongue And a truthful vision Truly different, what she had me believing Misleading,plotting seeds in the treason that I was feeling Till I'm kneeling at her feet, claiming it's me My heart was freezing But you're the only reason, I'm still breathing The very same evening I heard this little sound it got me vex *text notification* It was her phone, it was a text Should I check or should I leave it on the desk Now she was out, so I was waiting But the I heard this other vibration Picked it up. It read "meet me at the station x" One kiss, thought, bun this I gripped my Kicks and I was pacing My mind racing, seems I've tried patience More stress now the only thing left, is try 'scapin' Had to do,I lost the truest soul, let the foolish roll Unlocking your door, I was thinking "should I do this though?" No, wait, yes it's for the best So I packed up my bags and I left