Lowly - Colourblind lyrics

Upgraded on some other level Addicted To you but you increasing all this distance The truth is i ain't ever really been sh*t All i needed was somebody that could listen I got more but that sh*t ended All them times gone but i'm still thinking About how i lost it all to these b*tches But that life was never part of my interest Giving you closure is the reason to these writtens I know it's over but i know you fu*king miss this Stop pretending you deleted all our pictures You said you hatе me but i know you never mеant it Atleast i hope so I met a girl so sweet and turned her heart cold She fell in love so deep into my dark soul She found nothing and that sh*t got her heart broke She was committed, she was in it for the love, bro I'm not saying you're the reason to your hurt I blame me, losing you's what i deserve Now you out here texting ni**as that you used to curve All because a ni**a didn't really treat you for your worth For what it's worth I really meant what i said I don't know what the fu*k was going through my head One minute i'm drinking, next thing i'm on top of the bed And i'm just sitting there, just filled with regrets Feeling like Loving you, i never did it right Gave it your all, didn't give it mine Baby your're all that is hard to find Feeling like Loving you, i never did it right Gave it your all, didn't give it mine Baby your're all that is hard to find Cause without you i'm colourblind Without you i'm colourblind Without you i'm colourblind Cause without you i'm colourblind Without you i'm colourblind Without you i'm colourblind La ah aah I'm colourblind Thinking bout the times i used to hope it would last Now i'm just mad that i'm still holding the past Cause i be jumping on my bed and then i fold me in half Start thinking Crickets Heartache, how could i have picked it I hate that i still love cause i still sicken At the thought because the only memories that stick with Me are how took something beautiful and just ripped it Apart into pieces Just so i can freak with A random b*tch, the more i think about it the pain deepens It's hard to keep that sh*t a secret I have to talk about it at some point Cause when i try to go to sleep, i close my eyes and i hear one voice That is you saying i made a dumb choice I even call myself the dumb boy You should listen to the song baby Listen to the song I talk about how i did you wrong baby I didn't make it long Listen to the song baby You should listen to the song I talk about how i did you wrong baby I didn't make that sh*t long Nice body, motherfu*king smoking Nice booty, love the way you show it You're the reason i be sounding like a poet I'm just tryna get rid of my emotions All i ever do is think about you On the late nights and it ain't right I just need to forget I need to stop having regrets