Lowkey - Sorry lyrics

[Verse 1] We were just 2 brothers 5 years apart Back in the days when I feared the dark In them times we did what the rest do I looked up to you Tried hard to impress you But I was too young to think logical Gaining your approval was impossible Go away that was all you were telling me then Down the line then things between us were very intense And I admit sometimes I'd act stupid and It was you who introduced me to rap music You groped my hand one time I thought you bruised it But there was so many I times I saw you lose it I remember mom screaming when you hit her And in my photographic memory theres a picture I'm on the stairs watching dad throw you out the front door As the memories run through my head once more [Hook x2] Did I reach out and Hold you Did I reach out Did I reach out and Hold you in my arms I'm Sorry Did I reach out [Verse 2] When I was 12 and you where 18 you went away growing up I experienced some better days got to know myself And how to stand on my own too I failed to grow into a man that would show you Sometimes I wasn't around you was good for me Cuz you showed me things a child my age I shouldn't see Years later you came back acting the same I refused to speak to you That was ashamed You tried to talk to me But I wouldn't even look at you and You reacted in a way I thought you wouldn't do You took me seriously But you would never change And thats something I really believed Then on my birthday you wrote a rhyme to me Still when I saw you I walked past silently You said you understood I needed room at the end you said Peace k low see you soon (but you didn't... you never did) [Hook] [Verse 3] Sorry I didn't answer your letter I can't remember the last time we were laughing together Sorry I told mom to not let you come around You extended you hand While I shut you out I'm sorry I didn't see the love in your heart Sorry I still held a grudge from the past I'm listening to this beat on your cd player I'm sorry I'm sorry you didn't see me later I was running from issues I didn't want to face You were on the steps chillin with them kids on the estate Pictures just bring me to tears You believed that we should face all the things that we fear Sorry I just wasted a wasted chance Sorry I so ashamed to stop it Sorry I didn't write back Sorry you didn't get a ding Sorry so sorry for everything