Lovex - Belonging To No One lyrics

Im hanging on a threat So much in me feels sick but I only want To confront Whats meant for me with a hint of dignity Dreadful to see A life lived as a slave for the industry Smothered fantasies Gone down the drain along with the poison running through the vein Ive felt the temptation Pleasure gained by addiction But I wont trade my pride for feeling good Ill suffer just as much as I need to (Chorus) Im not the one whos waiting for you I wont give in, I belong to no one I am not the one with a guilty conscience But is it wrong to belong to no one I learned the hard way To appreciate myself too much to love Unconditionally But so much control has left a hole in me Suspicions wear me down I will never be completely free Im a servant Of my obsession to question everything Ive felt the temptation Happiness gained by illusions But I wont deceive my mind with substitutes Ill rather grow as much as I need to (Chorus) In the midst of chaos On these decadent streets I stand at the crossroads Should I pretend or surrender?