Loveless - I Fought It Back lyrics

I fought it back - the times that left me blind I fought it back - but winds are so unkind It's always there - behind my hopeless smiles You're always there - til the day I die I fought it back - but only on borrowed time I fought it back - but only for a little while It's always there - behind my hopeless smiles You're always there - til the day I die It's in your stare It's in the air That I can't bear Sometimes I wish that you could see The pain that you feed Sometimes I really wish you could bleed For me again Sometimes I really wish you could see The snakes that crawl on me Sometimes I really wish I could flee From you again