LoveByInk - Hustle Hard lyrics

It was a normal day, I can recall. Nothing special, it was boring, that was all. I was all dressed up from top to base. As I walked the scorchin' pavements, the sunshine hittin' my face. I was lookin' for a job, those - "Ring ring", "Thank you for calling..." Whatever you wanna call it. I need to keep this body breathin', 24/7 grindin'. I will never quit. There was this girl who caught my attention, "Who is she?", "What's her name?" Beauty and brains, perfect creation. Overflowin' with swag, even with the purse and the bag. Please give me a chance to know her. I'd raise the white flag. She's not your ordinary girl. "Hi, hello. Can I treat you a Sundae Twirl?" No. Angel from heaven, with all that curves and physique. She's one of a kind, definitely a headturner - Mysterious and unique. I couldn't resist staring at you, my eyes were locked. Every move you make, every word you say - My jaws drop. Your presence made my heary stop. I was breathing heavily. As if you blocked all the veins inside my mortal body. I felt like I was a kid again, wishin' for a birthday party. Or a kid who first learned how to ride a bike, yound, wild and free. No words can raelly explain how I feel. One thing's for sure, my heartbeats are real. You struck me with lightning, while soaked in water - Ten times. That day I regained the strength and knowledge, to write all these rhymes. God gave me the chance to be with you, He was so kind. Inside a room full of strangers and haters, I really didn't mind. A lot of "Hi's" and "Yo's", we stayed beside each other thru the high's and low's. I'm gettin' crazy for you, come here - get close. Drug overdose. There was really never a "you" and "me", Which unfortunately, the people around us failed to see. Yeah, we smoke and drink together, We played and shared secrets with each other. We stold each other of stories of the past, under the moon and the stars. How we loved the past, and how we used to believe in "forever", and eventually healed the scars. The feelings started to become real and genuine, Until the day we talked seriously, you filled me in. "I'm engaged, I have a ring on my finger." "The date's not sure though, maybe a year or two after." I admit, I was enraged. My whole world shattered. I didn't know how to react, I was quiet. But inside me I was bothered. I felt like a little, hopeless bird put in a cage. But I can't be stuck here. I moved on. I flipped the page. You were engaged, I was committed. But the feelings never ended. They never died, they stayed here in my heart. "You" and "Me" was impossible, we were worlds apart. No words can explain how happy I was, The feeling's were so intense, they could break a gla**. Then suddenly - one day, we got disconnected. No explanations. Just like how Verizon gives you signal interruption. No limitations. The habits that we used to have, they all stopped. The routine that we used to follow, they were gone. I heard a bubble pop. The space between us, expanded, unthinkable measure. What have I done? What did I say? What the hell is wrong with me? I was under pressure. It lasted for many days, long months. Cold summer nights. I even planned to jump and put an end to this, but I was afraid of heights. I made friends while you were gone, a bottle of beer and a pack of Marlboro Lights. I thought I could last long without you, but no. Reality bites. I told myself, "This should not continue." I did try to forget everything, everything about you. Your sweet, little eyes that when you stare at me - I die. Your soft, bubbly cheeks - no I'm not telling a lie. Your hairstyle, with a shaved side - every guy would say "Hi", Your smooth and tender hands that when everytime you slap me - I wish I could turn back time. I just couldn't do it, my heart and mind says no, I don't know what to do, what to say, where to go, I started believing in destiny, go with the flow, Be patient, learn to wait -kept myself in the low. Like what I mentioned, I started believing in destiny, The times that you weren't by my side, all I felt was tragedy. I miss you. I wanted to see you again. Can we talk and chill out like we did before? I need you, I'm longing for you. You're the only one that I adore. I sent you a message, and waited for a reply. The moment I saw those 3 dancing dots, I wanted to cry. The long wait is over. Enough hangover. The chance that I've been waiting for has come. Hand it over. I went to your place, I was excited to see your face. Again. When I head your soft voice, I felt like I was in a serene haven. We talked for hours, shared laughs and all. Something feels familiar. De javu? No. It was all about you. You asked me to come to put an end to an "unfinished business". I was more than thankful. The trust was still there. I was your witness. You told me of a story that I didn't wanna hear again. A story that can't be expressed, even by the mightiest pen. A story that I wish was never written in history. I wanted to turn back time. I wanted to save those tears, that fell off your cheeks. If I was there, I would've committed a crime. I'm sorry. Let me remove all your fears. Let me be the fix. If I was there, it would never have happened. If I was him, I would've just hugged you, I know you were frightened. It was a wake up call, the loud sound of the gong. A siren. It will never happen again. Let me stay with you. I will show you heaven. The feelings that I have help up for a long time, suddenly exploded. A grenade. You deserve to be treated like a queen. Let me shower you with love. Let me hold you hand. I will be your aide. My feelings were as strong as the rays of the sun, That there were a lot of things, I wish I never have done. I neglected your privacy. I went a little bit too far off your space. Ignorance. Complacency. I was insensitive, and I am sorry for that. You gave me another chance, and talked about it. You made me realize all my mistakes. All of it. Thank you. That was the second wake up call. Like a lamp in the middle of the air, it suddenly lit. I promised to be prepared, hustle hard. Please do forgive me on times, that I'll be caught off guard. I promised to be a better man. Know you in every way I can. And finally, I'll try to rhyme better. Way better than Stan. I promise to keep things lighter. I will never let you suffer. I will always respect your privacy. Wherever we are, even if it's just you and me. I promise not to step on your space. If I do, tell it to my face. I will be more sensitive, give importance to your emotions. I'll do this each and every day. On all situations. I promise to make you smile every day, with the words my poems and pieces will say. And I promise not to hurt you. Physically and emotionally. I just couldn't do that. That's insanity. I promise not to leave you behind, I'll carry you if needed. Or I'll just rewind. You are my sanctuary. You are the blood in my veins. The neurons inside my brain. You are the apple of my eye. The cherry of my pie. Without you. I'd die. They said that there's no such thing as forever. But I like the idea of growing old with you, That's better. Thank you for lending me your ears. With this I washed away all of my fears. My name is J, you can call me LoveByInk. Let me end this long piece, simply with a wink.