Lovebugs - If You lyrics

I wish I could understand Could figure out What makes me fly And what makes me fall It would be so simple If I could handle What makes me freeze And what makes me glow And now i Run out of patience Wanna throw out the window Things that I can't hold Just to show you 'cause I'm not interested To know what I am In your eyes and your mind I'm for shure not that one If you want to carry me You can always do that If you if you if you want Watch out I'll be heavy I wish I could understand Could figure out What makes me sink What makes me rise It would be so simple If I could handle What makes it pointless What makes it whole