Love Lost But Not Forgotten - Perfectly f**ed lyrics

When I sit perfectly fixed and perfectly still, my mind is still walking and beating.Can it be perfectly fixed and perfectly still? I think I have finally found my devil, I know him.He's walking and beating.I'm not surprised at all.But at least now I know.At least now I know.I know not to try very hard.Don't think I'm ever more than half serious.Even when I'm pa**ionate it's unimpressive.