Louis Bell - Defiance lyrics

[Verse 1] None of us know the future and the will to be I can't seem to shake my past and it's k**ing me I read my story through the eyes of a children see From the out lookin' in and I can't believe it's really me I'm poised from the noise that I voiced as a boy But the void got so big it destroyed him Everyone he ever loved fed him poison His misery is full of [?] and his only joy is sin Tortured by forces he never had a choice in Gave away his toys and he never had a fortune What if it had said to him his medicine was caution He was twisted he'd just drink it He would risk it if he lost it He was vicious and resistant He was pissed unrealistic Nihilistic He's no victim He was quick to see an exit He hates it and escapes it but he makes it cause he gets it It makes him so upset that he prays that he forgets it The only place I feel at home is when I'm on tour My mother's lies are in the eyes of every blonde who*e Jesus Christ please listen to me once more Before I pack my bags up and head off for the front door [Hook: Rite Hook] What am I dying for [what am I dying for] I'll only know if I find the cure [Find the cure] I can't let me down, no way no how I need to breathe Cause I can't right now and I will somehow But don't wait for me [don't wait for me] [Verse 2] I was born in the jungle with the tigers and the lions Spawned from the sides of hunger and defiance Fed up with the liars, I would run up on the giants Holdin' irons with the silencer, unafraid of violence It's an honor It's a promise It's an iron fist It's the system It's the mission It's defiance It's a dying b**h The king of everything else, I told you I am it I live for this, I die for this, I dig a ditch and lie in it Cause I don't give a sh** I'm f**ing buying it Get high and buy a rope, I'm dopey and supplyin' it The Gs and the OGs sees how I'm eyein' it You're whole steeze OC, get high with your highness My rhymes got the mindless behind Your honor, a army, obstacle, mountain, I climbed it Hell is hot, so the jealous plots I don't mind it Crime is time, listen, I'm a product of the violence [Hook] [Verse 3] So now this is hell and I'm ready for war Back off the magnum and fightin' like never before Back on the map, lightin' up bricks of C4 Writtin' my comeback, I'mma make em sick to see George Lightin' on drum tracks with the bum rap but I done that Cause I was fed to the wolves back as a young cat So much pain in my paint but I'm regaining my strength Please somebody please try and say that I ain't I'm defiant [Hook]