Lost In Tears - Why Waste Grace On Me lyrics

Now I remember when I begged for thy, I prayed for your grace on my knees I know you where there but did you hear, but did you ever listen to me I sat in your house deep in the mire bursting out my desperate cries I mourned and I cried for thy holy name Wondering why you never where there I have no honor, not any more I was once proud but that was before Now I've spoken to your closed ears You ignored me when I prayed on my knees I adored and I sacrificed for thy but yet you turn your back to me I have sat in your church here but yet you where never there Why have you forsaken me? Why do you not answer me? Why don't you listen to me? Why don't you hear me? Forgive me father, I have sinned But why do you not forgive me my sins If you are as warm as I have been told Bless me now or leave me alone