I've been swimming upstream against the flow of what I should know resistance is almost addictive I've been told now I've been told it's taking me under now I see, I see I wait for the thunder to wash over me to come clean when something is wrong I hate myself for not being strong in the face of it when I let it out I want to raise the roof I want to let it out I'm swimming downstream downstream go with the flow that's what I'm told resistance is just a bad habit I should know yes I should know it's been taking me under now I see, I see I wait for the thunder to wash over me to come clean