Lords Of Decadence - Cognitive Note of Discord lyrics

No longer I know how to act. This motherf**in' situation gonna make me mad! "It's up to you: You just should leave!" I tried to but I couldn't go! "Don't stay with her! Now let it end!" My mind says 'yes', my heart says 'no'. Cognitive Note of Discord, My mind says 'yes', my heart says 'no'. I'm so - I'm so confused, what shall I do? Cognitive Note of Discord, What have you done? You've simply come, you took - you took me up and hit me down! I'm getting crazy 'cause of you. I don't see light and I really don't know what to do - So: f** you! "Come on! So please make up your mind!" No wise ideas I can find. "Then try to listen to your heart!" Sometimes I want, sometimes I don't. She's s**ed me in, and spat me out. She has taken my last proud. What's going on? I cannot see. Cognitive Dissonance in me!