Lord Byron - Cain: A Mystery (Act 2 Scene 2) lyrics
Hades Lucifer and Cain. Cain. How silent and how vast are these dim worlds! For they seem more than one, and yet more peopled Than the huge brilliant luminous orbs which swung So thickly in the upper air, that I Had deemed them rather the bright populace Of some all unimaginable Heaven, Than things to be inhabited themselves,[cg] But that on drawing near them I beheld Their swelling into palpable immensity Of matter, which seemed made for life to dwell on, Rather than life itself. But here, all is So shadowy, and so full of twilight, that It speaks of a day past. Lucifer.It is the realm[241] Of d**h.—Wouldst have it present? Cain.Till I know That which it really is, I cannot answer. But if it be as I have heard my father Deal out in his long homilies, 'tis a thing— Oh God! I dare not think on't! Curséd be He who invented Life that leads to d**h! Or the dull ma** of life, that, being life, Could not retain, but needs must forfeit it— Even for the innocent! Lucifer.Dost thou curse thy father? Cain. Cursed he not me in giving me my birth? Cursed he not me before my birth, in daring To pluck the fruit forbidden? Lucifer.Thou say'st well: The curse is mutual 'twixt thy sire and thee— But for thy sons and brother? Cain.Let them share it With me, their sire and brother! What else is Bequeathed to me? I leave them my inheritance! Oh, ye interminable gloomy realms Of swimming shadows and enormous shapes, Some fully shown, some indistinct, and all Mighty and melancholy—what are ye? Live ye, or have ye lived? Lucifer.Somewhat of both. Cain. Then what is d**h? Lucifer.What? Hath not he who made ye Said 'tis another life? Cain.Till now he hath Said nothing, save that all shall die. Lucifer.Perhaps He one day will unfold that further secret. Cain. Happy the day! Lucifer.Yes; happy! when unfolded, Through agonies unspeakable, and clogged With agonies eternal, to innumerable Yet unborn myriads of unconscious atoms, All to be animated for this only! Cain. What are these mighty phantoms which I see Floating around me?—They wear not the form[242] Of the Intelligences I have seen Round our regretted and unentered Eden; Nor wear the form of man as I have viewed it In Adam's and in Abel's, and in mine, Nor in my sister-bride's, nor in my children's: And yet they have an aspect, which, though not Of men nor angels, looks like something, which, If not the last, rose higher than the first, Haughty, and high, and beautiful, and full Of seeming strength, but of inexplicable Shape; for I never saw such. They bear not The wing of Seraph, nor the face of man, Nor form of mightiest brute, nor aught that is Now breathing; mighty yet and beautiful As the most beautiful and mighty which Live, and yet so unlike them, that I scarce Can call them living.[114] Lucifer.Yet they lived. Cain.Where? Lucifer.Where Thou livest. Cain.When? Lucifer.On what thou callest earth They did inhabit. Cain.Adam is the first. Lucifer. Of thine, I grant thee—but too mean to be The last of these. Cain.And what are they? Lucifer.That which Thou shalt be. Cain.But what were they? Lucifer.Living, high, Intelligent, good, great, and glorious things, As much superior unto all thy sire Adam could e'er have been in Eden, as The sixty-thousandth generation shall be,[243] In its dull damp degeneracy, to Thee and thy son;—and how weak they are, judge By thy own flesh. Cain.Ah me! and did they perish? Lucifer. Yes, from their earth, as thou wilt fade from thine. Cain. But was mine theirs? Lucifer.It was. Cain.But not as now. It is too little and too lowly to Sustain such creatures. Lucifer.True, it was more glorious. Cain. And wherefore did it fall? Lucifer.Ask him who fells.[115] Cain. But how? Lucifer.By a most crushing and inexorable Destruction and disorder of the elements, Which struck a world to chaos, as a chaos Subsiding has struck out a world: such things, Though rare in time, are frequent in eternity.— Pa** on, and gaze upon the past. Cain.'Tis awful! Lucifer. And true. Behold these phantoms! they were once Material as thou art. Cain.And must I be Like them? Lucifer.Let He[116] who made thee answer that. I show thee what thy predecessors are, And what they were thou feelest, in degree Inferior as thy petty feelings and Thy pettier portion of the immortal part Of high intelligence and earthly strength. What ye in common have with what they had Is Life, and what ye shall have—d**h: the rest Of your poor attributes is such as suits[244] Reptiles engendered out of the subsiding Slime of a mighty universe, crushed into A scarcely-yet shaped planet, peopled with Things whose enjoyment was to be in blindness— A Paradise of Ignorance, from which Knowledge was barred as poison. But behold What these superior beings are or were; Or, if it irk thee, turn thee back and till The earth, thy task—I'll waft thee there in safety. Cain. No: I'll stay here. Lucifer.How long? Cain.For ever! Since I must one day return here from the earth, I rather would remain; I am sick of all That dust has shown me—let me dwell in shadows. Lucifer. It cannot be: thou now beholdest as A vision that which is reality. To make thyself fit for this dwelling, thou Must pa** through what the things thou seest have pa**ed— The gates of d**h. Cain.By what gate have we entered Even now? Lucifer.By mine! But, plighted to return, My spirit buoys thee up to breathe in regions Where all is breathless save thyself. Gaze on; But do not think to dwell here till thine hour Is come! Cain.And these, too—can they ne'er repa** To earth again? Lucifer.Their earth is gone for ever— So changed by its convulsion, they would not Be conscious to a single present spot Of its new scarcely hardened surface—'twas— Oh, what a beautiful world it was! Cain.And is! It is not with the earth, though I must till it, I feel at war—but that I may not profit By what it bears of beautiful, untoiling, Nor gratify my thousand swelling thoughts With knowledge, nor allay my thousand fears[245] Of d**h and Life. Lucifer.What thy world is, thou see'st, But canst not comprehend the shadow of That which it was. Cain.And those enormous creatures, Phantoms inferior in intelligence (At least so seeming) to the things we have pa**ed, Resembling somewhat the wild habitants Of the deep woods of earth, the hugest which Roar nightly in the forest, but ten-fold In magnitude and terror; taller than The cherub-guarded walls of Eden—with Eyes flashing like the fiery swords which fence them— And tusks projecting like the trees stripped of Their bark and branches—what were they? Lucifer.That which The Mammoth is in thy world;—but these lie By myriads underneath its surface. Cain.But None on it? Lucifer.No: for thy frail race to war With them would render the curse on it useless— 'Twould be destroyed so early. Cain.But why war? Lucifer. You have forgotten the denunciation Which drove your race from Eden—war with all things, And d**h to all things, and disease to most things, And pangs, and bitterness; these were the fruits Of the forbidden tree. Cain.But animals— Did they, too, eat of it, that they must die? Lucifer. Your Maker told ye, they were made for you, As you for him.—You would not have their doom Superior to your own? Had Adam not Fallen, all had stood. Cain.Alas! the hopeless wretches! They too must share my sire's fate, like his sons; Like them, too, without having shared the apple; Like them, too, without the so dear-bought knowledge! It was a lying tree—for we know nothing. At least it promised knowledge at the price[246] Of d**h—but knowledge still: but what knows man? Lucifer. It may be d**h leads to the highest knowledge; And being of all things the sole thing certain,[ch] At least leads to the surest science: therefore The Tree was true, though deadly. Cain.These dim realms! I see them, but I know them not. Lucifer.Because Thy hour is yet afar, and matter cannot Comprehend spirit wholly—but 'tis something To know there are such realms. Cain.We knew already That there was d**h. Lucifer.But not what was beyond it. Cain. Nor know I now. Lucifer.Thou knowest that there is A state, and many states beyond thine own— And this thou knewest not this morn. Cain.But all Seems dim and shadowy. Lucifer.Be content; it will Seem clearer to thine immortality. Cain. And yon immeasurable liquid space Of glorious azure which floats on beyond us, Which looks like water, and which I should deem[ci] The river which flows out of Paradise Past my own dwelling, but that it is bankless And boundless, and of an ethereal hue— What is it? Lucifer. There is still some such on earth, Although inferior, and thy children shall Dwell near it—'tis the phantasm of an Ocean. Cain. 'Tis like another world; a liquid sun— And those inordinate creatures sporting o'er Its shining surface? Lucifer.Are its inhabitants, The past Leviathans. Cain.And yon immense190[247] Serpent, which rears his dripping mane and vasty Head, ten times higher than the haughtiest cedar, Forth from the abyss, looking as he could coil Himself around the orbs we lately looked on— Is he not of the kind which basked beneath The Tree in Eden? Lucifer.Eve, thy mother, best Can tell what shape of serpent tempted her. Cain. This seems too terrible. No doubt the other Had more of beauty. Lucifer.Hast thou ne'er beheld him? Cain. Many of the same kind (at least so called) But never that precisely, which persuaded The fatal fruit, nor even of the same aspect. Lucifer. Your father saw him not? Cain.No: 'twas my mother Who tempted him—she tempted by the serpent. Lucifer. Good man! whene'er thy wife, or thy sons' wives, Tempt thee or them to aught that's new or strange, Be sure thou seest first who hath tempted them! Cain. Thy precept comes too late: there is no more For serpents to tempt woman to. Lucifer.But there Are some things still which woman may tempt man to, And man tempt woman:—let thy sons look to it! My counsel is a kind one; for 'tis even Given chiefly at my own expense; 'tis true, 'Twill not be followed, so there's little lost.[117] Cain. I understand not this. Lucifer.The happier thou!— Thy world and thou are still too young! Thou thinkest Thyself most wicked and unhappy—is it Not so? Cain. For crime, I know not; but for pain, I have felt much. Lucifer.First-born of the first man! Thy present state of sin—and thou art evil, Of sorrow—and thou sufferest, are both Eden[248] In all its innocence compared to what Thou shortly may'st be; and that state again, In its redoubled wretchedness, a Paradise To what thy sons' sons' sons, accumulating In generations like to dust (which they In fact but add to), shall endure and do.— Now let us back to earth! Cain.And wherefore didst thou Lead me here only to inform me this? Lucifer. Was not thy quest for knowledge? Cain.Yes—as being The road to happiness! Lucifer.If truth be so, Thou hast it. Cain.Then my father's God did well When he prohibited the fatal Tree. Lucifer. But had done better in not planting it. But ignorance of evil doth not save From evil; it must still roll on the same, A part of all things. Cain.Not of all things. No— I'll not believe it—for I thirst for good. Lucifer. And who and what doth not? Who covets evil For its own bitter sake?—None—nothing! 'tis The leaven of all life, and lifelessness. Cain. Within those glorious orbs which we behold, Distant, and dazzling, and innumerable, Ere we came down into this phantom realm, Ill cannot come: they are too beautiful. Lucifer. Thou hast seen them from afar. Cain.And what of that? Distance can but diminish glory—they, When nearer, must be more ineffable. Lucifer. Approach the things of earth most beautiful, And judge their beauty near. Cain.I have done this—250 The loveliest thing I know is loveliest nearest. Lucifer. Then there must be delusion.—What is that Which being nearest to thine eyes is still More beautiful than beauteous things remote?[249] Cain. My sister Adah.—All the stars of heaven, The deep blue noon of night, lit by an orb Which looks a spirit, or a spirit's world— The hues of twilight—the Sun's gorgeous coming— His setting indescribable, which fills My eyes with pleasant tears as I behold Him sink, and feel my heart float softly with him Along that western paradise of clouds— The forest shade, the green bough, the bird's voice— The vesper bird's, which seems to sing of love, And mingles with the song of Cherubim, As the day closes over Eden's walls;— All these are nothing, to my eyes and heart, Like Adah's face: I turn from earth and heaven To gaze on it. Lucifer.'Tis fair as frail mortality, In the first dawn and bloom of young creation, And earliest embraces of earth's parents, Can make its offspring; still it is delusion. Cain. You think so, being not her brother. Lucifer.Mortal! My brotherhood's with those who have no children. Cain. Then thou canst have no fellowship with us. Lucifer. It may be that thine own shall be for me. But if thou dost possess a beautiful Being beyond all beauty in thine eyes, Why art thou wretched? Cain.Why do I exist? Why art thou wretched? why are all things so? Ev'n he who made us must be, as the maker Of things unhappy! To produce destruction Can surely never be the task of joy, And yet my sire says he's omnipotent: Then why is Evil—he being Good? I asked This question of my father; and he said, Because this Evil only was the path To Good. Strange Good, that must arise from out Its deadly opposite. I lately saw A lamb stung by a reptile: the poor s**ling Lay foaming on the earth, beneath the vain And piteous bleating of its restless dam;[250] My father plucked some herbs, and laid them to The wound; and by degrees the helpless wretch Resumed its careless life, and rose to drain The mother's milk, who o'er it tremulous Stood licking its reviving limbs with joy. Behold, my son! said Adam, how from Evil Springs Good![118] Lucifer.What didst thou answer? Cain.Nothing; for He is my father: but I thought, that 'twere A better portion for the animal Never to have been stung at all, than to Purchase renewal of its little life With agonies unutterable, though Dispelled by antidotes. Lucifer.But as thou saidst Of all belovéd things thou lovest her Who shared thy mother's milk, and giveth hers Unto thy children—— Cain.Most a**uredly: What should I be without her? Lucifer.What am I? Cain. Dost thou love nothing? Lucifer.What does thy God love? Cain. All things, my father says; but I confess I see it not in their allotment here. Lucifer. And, therefore, thou canst not see if I love Or no—except some vast and general purpose, To which particular things must melt like snows. Cain. Snows! what are they? Lucifer.Be happier in not knowing What thy remoter offspring must encounter;[251] But bask beneath the clime which knows no winter. Cain. But dost thou not love something like thyself? Lucifer. And dost thou love thyself? Cain.Yes, but love more What makes my feelings more endurable, And is more than myself, because I love it! Lucifer. Thou lovest it, because 'tis beautiful, As was the apple in thy mother's eye; And when it ceases to be so, thy love Will cease, like any other appetite.[119] Cain. Cease to be beautiful! how can that be? Lucifer. With time. Cain.But time has pa**ed, and hitherto Even Adam and my mother both are fair: Not fair like Adah and the Seraphim— But very fair. Lucifer.All that must pa** away In them and her. Cain.I'm sorry for it; but Cannot conceive my love for her the less: And when her beauty disappears, methinks He who creates all beauty will lose more Than me in seeing perish such a work. Lucifer. I pity thee who lovest what must perish. Cain. And I thee who lov'st nothing. Lucifer.And thy brother— Sits he not near thy heart? Cain.Why should he not? Lucifer. Thy father loves him well—so does thy God. Cain. And so do I. Lucifer.'Tis well and meekly done. Cain. Meekly! Lucifer.He is the second born of flesh, And is his mother's favourite.[252] Cain.Let him keep Her favour, since the Serpent was the first To win it. Lucifer.And his father's? Cain.What is that To me? should I not love that which all love? Lucifer. And the Jehovah—the indulgent Lord, And bounteous planter of barred Paradise— He, too, looks smilingly on Abel. Cain.I Ne'er saw him, and I know not if he smiles. Lucifer. But you have seen his angels. CainRarely. Lucifer.But Sufficiently to see they love your brother: His sacrifices are acceptable. Cain. So be they! wherefore speak to me of this? Lucifer. Because thou hast thought of this ere now. Cain.And if I have thought, why recall a thought that—— (he pauses as agitated)—Spirit! Here we are in thy world; speak not of mine. Thou hast shown me wonders: thou hast shown me those Mighty Pre-Adamites who walked the earth Of which ours is the wreck: thou hast pointed out Myriads of starry worlds, of which our own Is the dim and remote companion, in Infinity of life: thou hast shown me shadows Of that existence with the dreaded name Which my sire brought us—d**h;[cj] thou hast shown me much But not all: show me where Jehovah dwells, In his especial Paradise—or thine: Where is it? Lucifer.Here, and o'er all space. Cain.But ye Have some allotted dwelling—as all things; Clay has its earth, and other worlds their tenants; All temporary breathing creatures their Peculiar element; and things which have[253] Long ceased to breathe our breath, have theirs, thou say'st; And the Jehovah and thyself have thine— Ye do not dwell together? Lucifer.No, we reign Together; but our dwellings are asunder. Cain. Would there were only one of ye! perchance An unity of purpose might make union In elements which seem now jarred in storms. How came ye, being Spirits wise and infinite, To separate? Are ye not as brethren in Your essence—and your nature, and your glory? Lucifer. Art not thou Abel's brother? Cain.We are brethren, And so we shall remain; but were it not so, Is spirit like to flesh? can it fall out— Infinity with Immortality? Jarring and turning space to misery— For what? Lucifer.To reign. Cain.Did ye not tell me that Ye are both eternal? Lucifer.Yea! Cain.And what I have seen— Yon blue immensity, is boundless? Lucifer.Aye. Cain. And cannot ye both reign, then?—is there not Enough?—why should ye differ? Lucifer.We both reign. Cain. But one of you makes evil. Lucifer.Which? Cain.Thou! for If thou canst do man good, why dost thou not? Lucifer. And why not he who made? I made ye not; Ye are his creatures, and not mine. Cain.Then leave us His creatures, as thou say'st we are, or show me Thy dwelling, or his dwelling. Lucifer.I could show thee Both; but the time will come thou shalt see one[254] Of them for evermore.[120] Cain.And why not now? Lucifer. Thy human mind hath scarcely grasp to gather The little I have shown thee into calm And clear thought: and thou wouldst go on aspiring To the great double Mysteries! the two Principles![121] And gaze upon them on their secret thrones! Dust! limit thy ambition; for to see Either of these would be for thee to perish! Cain. And let me perish, so I see them! Lucifer.There The son of her who snatched the apple spake! But thou wouldst only perish, and not see them; That sight is for the other state. Cain.Of d**h? Lucifer. That is the prelude. Cain.Then I dread it less, Now that I know it leads to something definite. Lucifer. And now I will convey thee to thy world, Where thou shall multiply the race of Adam, Eat, drink, toil, tremble, laugh, weep, sleep—and die! Cain. And to what end have I beheld these things Which thou hast shown me? Lucifer.Didst thou not require Knowledge? And have I not, in what I showed, Taught thee to know thyself? Cain.Alas! I seem Nothing.[122][255] Lucifer. And this should be the human sum Of knowledge, to know mortal nature's nothingness; Bequeath that science to thy children, and 'Twill spare them many tortures. Cain.Haughty spirit! Thou speak'st it proudly; but thyself, though proud, Hast a superior. Lucifer.No! By heaven, which he Holds, and the abyss, and the immensity Of worlds and life, which I hold with him—No! I have a Victor—true; but no superior.[123] Homage he has from all—but none from me: I battle it against him, as I battled In highest Heaven—through all Eternity, And the unfathomable gulfs of Hades, And the interminable realms of space, And the infinity of endless ages, All, all, will I dispute! And world by world, And star by star, and universe by universe, Shall tremble in the balance, till the great Conflict shall cease, if ever it shall cease, Which it ne'er shall, till he or I be quenched! And what can quench our immortality, Or mutual and irrevocable hate? He as a conqueror will call the conquered[256] Evil; but what will be the Good he gives? Were I the victor, his works would be deemed The only evil ones. And you, ye new And scarce-born mortals, what have been his gifts To you already, in your little world? Cain. But few; and some of those but bitter. Lucifer.Back With me, then, to thine earth, and try the rest Of his celestial boons to you and yours. Evil and Good are things in their own essence, And not made good or evil by the Giver; But if he gives you good—so call him; if Evil springs from him, do not name it mine, Till ye know better its true fount; and judge Not by words, though of Spirits, but the fruits Of your existence, such as it must be. One good gift has the fatal apple given,— Your reason:—let it not be overswayed By tyrannous threats to force you into faith 'Gainst all external sense and inward feeling: Think and endure,—and form an inner world In your own bosom—where the outward fails; So shall you nearer be the spiritual Nature, and war triumphant with your own.