[Verse:] Looking out amongst the rebel I see trouble on horizons Indecisive I decided, at the moment I ain't going I was hoping that you felt it, shift as I did Instead I head the eyelids I'm crying over spilled milk, it seems Still dreaming through And kisses half fermented Over lips of your misses On the tips of my finger it's the feeling, loss Grasping at straws, wars once stood I wish I could reach you via phone, instead I'm here alone After finding you gone No letters, no message, no love loss on your part I guess the rest of me was move on as hearts do I'd follow you through fire if desired A love I would have died for and ever more the irony It's like I was too blind to see I shoulda worried about self Got on that thing and left, ignored what I felt, if it wasn't real Was it real? You will have, you Looking for comfort, darling, and none to be found My heart pounds and quakes, imagining the family you create It's such a bitter taste I remember when space was our solitude But me and you were lovers, now we're all the others How could ever hold another's name in the same place as yours How could I not feel scorned You never look back, and ever more I see your face through the gla** The way you turned your way from outstretched hands As if you've never known Where we could go, in the deep wells the tears swell, inhale The carbon, no oxygen for miles I smile only for freedom No one to tell I need him, so what's the use of breathe in Tell me what's the reason I guess this is the season I guess I should just leave him And words that fall where d**h is ever more I'm here And when