Looms - Blinded on the bright side lyrics

[Verse 1] See I'm livid within purgatory Struggling to get my feet moving from this current position Hundreds of visions got me under submission I know my mother's worried, I struggle to listen The juxtaposition is me Ripping out my hair while hearing just the laughter track Living with the same drive even when the car would crash Flip and burn, misinterpret me as a cla**y act Shocked as a kid and this hair is the aftermath You can do the numbers while I'm counting all the seconds lost Step upon my echelon I'll see my point will get across So I get a crossbow shooting skyward until the heavens drop The naysayers are never wrong right? Well right or wrong I write a song until the vibe is gone They say my mind is wired wrong, Inside of an asylum - locked Like they're all writing with the hands of god but they're all lambs of god Sacrificed for being sheepish My insanity could be the catalyst in fact it is You want to battle? Get smoked on stage like canibus That would be disastrous, I'm the best like dizaster was In broad daylyt I'll be masking up If you caught those reference's we can be friends But back stabbers drag daggers through the meat in the flesh If we meet in the flesh I'll be feeling like I'm meeting my d**h Life was cheated at best and now the reapers in debt sh**, wonder if he's got kids to feed Nibble limbs of millipedes Sink or swim I'm in too deep I scribble sins the scripture reads Treat it like catharsis, not even religious From a family of Christians not repeating tradition So I'm Evil and twisted, whats in it for me? Locked in plain sight I guess that vision is key Puzzled within warfare, missing the peace What else is there to see? I'm stuck in purgatory (x2) Large mirrors and thick smoke You lowered the bar it's only right I'm in limbo