Longwave - Crushed Down and Faded lyrics

If I get tired and frightened at the bottom of my mind Clawing out the insides knowing what's behind If I get bored you'll see me wearing out my face You know it isn't easy filling up that space Crushed and faded, suddenly so complicated Crawling back to you, something cold slipping through And I know it couldn't stay, here another day And I don't need to, I don't need to ever know the way It's only when you hold me that sometimes I'd forget Kicking back the outsides and take what I can get It's the way you move your body, a pleasant cold release It makes me think it's dirty when I'm on my knees Crushed and faded, suddenly so complicated Crawling back to you, something cold slipping through And I know it couldn't stay, here another day And I don't need to, I don't need to ever know the way I never ever lost control, I never ever lost control In a light shining, in a quiet end I know I never ever lost control