Lonely Kings - January Nights lyrics

There's sometimes I don't go outside, cause its a mission all its own I'm afraid to see those other sights and those sights I've seen before The moments lost, another will arrive I guess that we will never know Whatever words were spoken late last night, I can't remember anymore January nights We can't burn this constant flame We can't afford the shame, no feel the heartbreak of desire You don't understand anymore January nights We can't burn this constant flame We can't afford the shame No heartbreak of desire you don't understand your games you can't avoid the blame Wide-awake and soaked in sweat late last night couldn't have well enough alone I dreamed, I dreamed I was running with a knife And I kept running, running on understand its part of me