Lomo - Goals lyrics

Every bar I spit I attempt to star with wit My goals, I'm far from it, and try so hard to get Close, but when I start to get close, the bar, it shifts I guess my spar is sh**, and all these scars I get Will never be healed, no matter all my clever or zeal This effort can't seal the deal, this endeavor is real I'll grind forever to feel, better, fresher, surreal It's however concealed, 'til snorted and pleasure's revealed Getting high every day to block the pain that's in my brain Until my game is insane and my veins can't abstain no more The flame in my chain is put out, 'til I reclaim the name Lomo and turn on the mic, my bars are churned right on sight The paper burns when I write, and rappers learn not to fight Me cause I earn my delight by being stern when I strike But can't discern what it's like to live a non - concerning life I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far I give it my all, but I seem to start Each day the same, only getting scars But still going for it all, with all my heart *Repeat 1x Pickin' up the pen to feel right, turning on the mic Fightin' each night to excite my fans, finding delight When I ignite fright in MC's eyesight, I just benight Them, cause like bats, you can't see me at night without a light But no matter how much determination I got The pattern of no gain keeps me aching but not Making me whacker or stagger from taking my shots If time is money, then I should be making a lot Cause all day, everyday, all I ever do is rap Pen on the pad during cla**, cause I sat in the back So they couldn't distract me, but now I'm an outcast To my cla** who laugh and expect me to be whack But then they listen and they are given my vision My only mission is in, what has been written In these bars and I was scared to share how much I cared About my music, but now I expect to get stares From my peers, but I keep walking, they don't phase me I can't let hate be something that makes me crazy Especially from f**ers who underestimate me I just got to stay me and let nothing change me I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far I give it my all, but I seem to start Each day the same, only getting scars But still going for it all, with all my heart *Repeat 1x I would do anything to achieve my dream and succeed So I rap like a feign and reach new peaks each week My thoughts are deep and never weak, so whenever I speak You better give me attention cause each letter I feed In the mic comes straight from my heart, into my bars Into your car, it's hard to know some people are Taking my bars as a joke, and laughing as I start To rap into the mic, as if I've never been scarred I've gone through a lot throughout my life, I hope you know I don't rap for show, or to get hoes, or for the doe My goal's to go to the top, no matter who tries to throw Me down, my goal isn't status, but respect from the pro's I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far I give it my all, but I seem to start Each day the same, only getting scars But still going for it all, with all my heart *Repeat 1x