Lobotomy - Just My Dark Thoughts lyrics

I'm screaming between inside and outside Trapped in a black dream I've lost my roots to the ground where I am standing I curse the time of my life I can only watch but not act Not change the presence of time What deed has put me to this dimension To suffer in limbo? The images I long for are the ones I won't get Real life that doesn't exist Every step I once took I deeply regret Let me taste The Grim Reaper's kiss A rape has been done to my life And the wounds are hurting I pray for salvation but no one can hear me Am I here for a reason? A movie of memories in front of my eyes Give pain an extra kick Rain of words from my former life Like art but really sick The images I long for are the ones I won't get Real life that doesn't exist Every step I once took I deeply regret Let me taste The Grim Reaper's kiss Fear for the future, a thorn in my system I just can't stop trembling Collision of life and d**h is most hurting Where am I standing? I've gone beyond existing in time And remember the contact Tissue is melting down in it's grave I'm in the wrong act