Lloyd Banks - Where I'm At lyrics

Yeah, you got me, I'm up now It's your loss, it'd s** to be you History is like a cordon, no relay It keeps repeating itself and what else can I say? You wonderin' why I act this way I never should've gave you the time of day Guess you know what time it is now, eh? There must've been a gust of wind 'Cause you change your mind every time it blows And you just changed it a-mu'f**in' gain You just said you just wanted some dick before I stuck it in I wouldn't have been such a prick to you f**in' men, you say you don't trust 'em Why do I hear the sound of toilets flushin'? Some sh** is goin' down You must've just not have been truthful from the start See for me it'd be nothin' to say you never had my heart But I'd be lyin' f**in' see why they call this bullsh** a relationship, ships sink And you know it's love soon as you fall in it 'cause sh** stinks And it seems like every time I f**in' do, I get jinxed Cupid must've put a curse on me Six weeks have went by and we only spoke twice I'm sittin' in your driveway calling you from the car, suffice I think it's safe to say you're not at home I'm calling your cell phone, you answer but I can tell though That you're not alone, how was I to know? It should've been time to go a long time ago I kept holding on, it's comical When I think back now, I couldn't get the hint I felt the draft you were throwing I wasn't catching your drift But there's a cold breeze blowing over me, I'm over you Success is the best revenge to pay you back And that payment is overdue, I overcame odds to get even The sober me is sh**tin' all over the unsober you And I hope they play this at every club that you're going to I'm haunting you b**h, everywhere you turn I'm following you 'Cause I loved you with every ounce of me, you know it's true It's k**ing you now, yeah, I hope the ho dies slow in you It's 'cause of you now I don't trust 'em at all, f** 'em Middle finger up, I'ma just keep grabbin' my balls, cup 'em I'll never fall again, I'll trip up stairs before I fall up 'em So bu*tercup, don't try to come back knocking on my door All dolled up 'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me 'Cause I'ma be just fine without you, you'll see There ain't no one on this earth right now I'd much rather be 'Cause goddammit, I'm glad that I'm me I said if you could be where I'm at (Buh, bye) You'd wanna be you too (I'm livin' without you) If you felt the way I feel I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am But you don't 'cause you just feel like you I've had it for the last time Her action's got me hot as my last rhyme Your options don't even get put out Granted your a** fine, fine just ain't gon' cut it Drama's what you're in love with You and the b**hes you run with Lately I'm feelin' smothered You scooped around for dirt to be uncovered Conceited with coveted motives, I gotta rise above it You thinkin' 'bout lovin' me, I'm thinkin' 'bout who doesn't Doesn't matter what you say, sickness in my stomach Told you I was gon' be splittin', you don't think I mean it? Been through with everything that I got, f** you Ain't no secret, no apologies, you keep it Now that I'm doin' my thing and you peep it The badder times all outweigh the recent Your energy, who needs it? Every rumor you hear you gon' believe it Point out the times you've seen it You stabbed me, should've linked it Revenge is mine, I need to heed a way out It's my f**in' life, let her find a way to stay out Bet you think I'd break, it ain't that easy Bet you thought I'd need you a million times before you need me Leave me everything that I gave to you Ain't no freebies, get your coat and go The female Pinocchio, money hungry hopeless ho You f**in' with my focus so Go back to that trunk and play the role before Love is like a cancer when you don't let go (Go) I'ma blow fa'sho Unnecessary weight makes the boat go slow I don't need you sinkin' us, hope you float Lyin' through my teeth I hope you don't (Drown, drown) Now the sound of that'd be dope Bottles pop out while we smoke Hate we met, proud that we broke Let them girls crowdin' me go If they got something to show, let them show me I don't love, I'm never lonely Never even left a scar, you fell hard I'm laughin', ha, ha, ha, ha, ha Tire smoke, fancy car, nothin' is where we are No beginning no tomorrow 'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me 'Cause I'ma be Ight without you, you'll see There ain't no one on this earth right now I'd much rather be 'Cause goddammit, I'm glad that I'm me I said if you could be where I'm at (Buh, bye) You'd wanna be you too (I'm livin' without you) If you felt the way I feel I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am But you don't 'cause you just feel like you