!llmind - Ghost lyrics

[Intro: SPZRKT] What you even come around for? You ain't have my back even when I had yours We said we'll take the whole world over You couldn't even tell me what's wrong Still think about it though it's been so long Thought we'd be down forever, now you're gone [Verse 1] I remember, I remember It wasn't many days that we didn't chill together We was hangin' in my dorm room, we would write them rhymes Then record 'em in my closet cause we was next to shine Even had our own handshake, fall into that hug And we was different colors, but we swore that we were blood And, uh, all of a sudden you deaded everyone I had to find out through the internet you had a son And when I text you won't hit me This music took me all around the world, you were s'posed to go with me But, uh, the thug changes and love changes And them best friends become strangers I knew what Nas said was true I just never thought it be about you But, um, people come, people go And when they leave it's like they took a piece of your soul It's sorta like a ghost [Hook] I didn't know you could walk through walls I didn't know you could float I didn't know you could disappear I guess you were a ghost Ghost Ghost We used to be so close [Verse 2] I pray I don't get used to this feelin' The closer you are, deeper the cuts, longer the healin' These feelings and insecurity, they circle I just walk around like ain't a soul on this earth that's hurtin' me I do this for protection When I feel rejected I just dead 'em first, man Somebody bring the hearse in My worst fear in life is that my wife would have the urge to leave Like everybody else start desertin' me I know we made vows, but I cannot believe when I see divorce rates You know why I got doubts Fear takin' control Seein' it, now I know To truly love a person, the bravest act of the soul I could either get my heart again, put it in the open Or lock it in a box where it never be broken But there it grows cold, lifeless and old Nobody could come close but it's safe Protected from the ghost [Hook] I didn't know you could walk through walls I didn't know you could float I didn't know you could disappear I guess you were a ghost Ghost Ghost We used to be so close [Outro: SPZRKT] What you even come around for? What you even come around for? What you even come around for? (let it go, let it go, let it go) What you even come around for? You ain't have my back even when I had yours