L'J Lesesne - This Girl Shakira Smith lyrics

Theres this girl, She hijacked my mind Shes like an angel and super model combined Shes one of them girls thats impossible to find And I thought to myself get too close and you'll end up getting declined Seein her made my heart beat too fast, her body was undefined And her face just shined, I swear I wanted her to be mine The thought of her sent shivers down my spine Doing something to harm her would be the worst crime And I can't even start to describe how she made feel The way I got the bu*terflies all the time was just unreal The thought of her being mine was so ****ing ideal She span my mind around like a water wheel When I daze at her walking from a distance my jaw always dropped And when i knew she acknowledged my existance my heart always stopped She was so perfect, no disrespect, she always had me instantly erect I couldn't never even find a defect. or maybe I should get my eyes rechecked Incorrect, she looks better than those fakes with special effects Babe, honestly, you everything I ever wished for Theres nothing about you that I dont adore Please take my hand, and above everyone we'll soar I swear I'll take you to a place you've never explored before I look into your eyes, straight away you have me hypnotized After seeing her, I didn't even need a zoot, she had me more ****ed than those illegal highs Being in her presense was like my greatest prize I just wish I could get more closer But I'm scared shes something that I won't get over My aim is to find the key to her heart Be able to unlock it and then give it a kick start But I need to realize its gonna be way too hard Theres a big chance of me getting terribly scarred Im never gonna find a girl like her though Why can't I force myselft to let go ? Maybe I haven't had enough of the love that she shows For the things that she made me realize, my life i owe And so, I want her to know, that she makes my tears glow When im trying find my way Through the dark tunnel, where theres no light and no place to go So I thank her deeply for the gift that she bestowed Enough of this **** having to be so complicated And too much have I contemplated Getting sedated, doin my ting, months went by as I patiently waited Till she slowly stopped keeping me updated And it was unrated, the way that she vacated The horror of a broken heart that she recreated There was no way to have my feelings expressed I was way more than just depressed I was distressed, dissapointed, and possibly possessed My heart wanted to go ona protest After that I understood lifes just a test And theres no rest, until you've fully completed your quest **** will start hitting you from north, east, south, west And theres a limit on the amount of life vests If your not carefull your mind and body will end up dispossesed Now you dont wanna be put to an eternal rest?