Liz Phair - Easy lyrics

I think you're trying to scare me So that I will stop thinking about you I think you're trying to scare me So that I will stop trying to be you It's not that easy It's not that easy I laughed when I heard you died 'Cause I didn't know what else I was gonna do Now I laugh when I see you alive 'Cause I think you're just pulling my leg It's not that easy It's not that easy Well, it must have taken a whole lot of anger And it must have taken a whole lot of time And I can't believe that you found me after all these years I guess you must have something heavy on your mind And I can't believe that you thought I'd be happy To see you up and around, like it's any warning You look like sh**, and the smell is even better And I feel like sh**, and I wanna go back to bed You can walk through walls You can make the head on a doll spin around And you can haunt the halls But you can't ask me to make you feel at home It's not that easy It's not that easy