Livid - Watch It Die lyrics

Once again, you say I'm mocking Pardon me but I'm merely talking Close my eyes and count the sheep Lying here where I'm sure to weep But there's something deep inside that Makes me wanna think, am I really the weakest link? There's something in your eyes that seems to let me know You know a lot more than you wanna show But deep inside I'm breaking down I can't take it when you're not around Makes me sick when you tell a lie Causing sh** as you watch it die All is stolen, even my own folks are leaving Not a sound – looks like there's no-one else around Not a spoken reason, it's not myself I'm pleasing Look around – seems happiness just can't be found Here again I've trouble walking Head down – the laughter is mocking In this hole I feel the heat In a place where I'll always weep But there's something in the sky that Makes me wanna drink to the point where I cannot think Something in my mind that seems to let me know There's only one place where I'm meant to go I'm still crying in my bed at night Why do I bother putting up a fight? Should I crawl into a corner And let myself explode? Should I even try to make believe I have dreams that I can still achieve? Should I just sit tight and watch it die Ascending to the sky? Let myself explode