Live Life - My Apologies lyrics

Sorry Girl, My Apologies... There came a night when I was scared My girl and I having anxiety attacks And we wern't prepared Felt like I was dying inside I don't remember sh** baby I'm sorry I lied, but I promise With all my heart, I'm never gon Do that again, everything we got I never wanna jeopardize that again Not a girl compares to you, you're the best I bout lost my mind, feeling like a patient at North West So much stress, but hearing your voice relieves that None of those girls I spoke to meant sh** to me They was just friends who I let get to close to me And I had to push em away from me, wanted to it so much earlier But never got the chance Almost losing you gave me that chance and the strength Now im done with those girls, never looking back I promise And I promise never to go back on that promise, and to be honest At one point, I did wanna go back, to my old home And revisit my old friends, but they Gone with the Wind They just loose ends, treated me very well, that's a f**ing lie That book came to an End, Saltsburg can f** off But I still support the Red, till the end Wanna Go to Derry with my girl, see her every day But need to write a new page in the New Day So everyone can see what the f** I go through ina day Trying to keep the world happy, but now I'm done It's a f**ing wonder how I haven't tried to run Live life in my shoes, bet your a** would run When your ina relationship there can only be one That special one, and I know that, but almost Lost that, my girl, would have lost it, my world Gave me a 2nd chance, thank you, gonna show you Your mine, its true, never gonna lose you Perfect from head to toe, all my attention is on you No girl is as great as you, beautiful eyes My life, your mine, I don't lie Great body, keeping your mood up, my hobby Never ever gonna lose you! Uh Im dead a** serious That night made me all out delirious I was scared, and today I still am Don't wanna lose you, that's my worst fear 20/20 vision but its not clear Everything I face over the years My apologies.... hold up Uh uh, I got over 99 problems But I push through em So many people hating I push through em f** what they say Im listening to what I know And what I know is my girl And I never ever wanna let her go Let her leave my world Forever and ever in that cute voice Forever and ever is the only choice Without her, I got nothing, tis why I write to her If I lost her, I'd become a shooter, lose it all From my mind, it'd be taking a free fall To the bottom of the rocks I hit She's the greatest, and I never hid Anything cause I got nothing to hide now She the reason I write now, she the reason Im right now, she the best, living for now Live Life, E.S.T, Dope Style, Short song Lotta meaning, and I'm meaning a lot right now Promises to her, My Apologies to her, never wanna lose you Been takin long on this song, cause I want it to amaze you Thought long and hard on every lyric, I love you Forever And Ever, baby, I promise you….. 9-15-13..... Greatest date ever A new beginning to a great life She replaced my dead light with a bright life And I owe it all to her, the reason I'm sane today Wow, thank you god for this New Day Dreams about her every day, wow I love today, you're my world Sarah Nicole Humbert I'm so happy your My Girl……!!