Little Simz - Dead Body lyrics

We all have our demons Our thoughts, our imperfections and our insecurities None of which make us inhumane This is our tale The proton, the neutron and the electron The positive, the negative and the ground The trial, the person, and the story of Do you wanna see a dead body? Prolly not Real dark in the cemetery Where the souls lie, oh my What've I become, man I'm so high Quit k**ing my buzz Love drunk in the maze like, what have you done? Where the hell are you taking me? What are we running from? Demons in the back of my closet, don't talk to them You wouldn't want to be me, cos I've walked with them And it wasn't a nice walk; traumatised Left me in a bad headspace Lookin' to Heaven's door I been saved, or have I? Asked for forgiveness, can I or will I? Negative at heart, am I? Or shall I explain what the world done to me? You wouldn't understand what I been through Fully And these dark thoughts ain't nothin' new to me And nobody lovin' me; Everybody through with me Everybody lookin' at me diff'rent And nobody'll listen I can see you starin' at me what do you envision? No faith in me should I resort to religion? But even I could never chase the life I'm livin' I'm a druggie; I'm a fiend Neva' been clean Soul's always been tainted Homeless; What'chu know about livin' on the street? Cold nights; You know right? Nothin' to eat Figured that you wouldn't give me money anyways, even though I hear the coins rattlin' in your jeans I ain't even beggin' no more f** it! Maybe I'll just beg a little more But don't judge me God above me, why do you have me livin' like a junkie? f** Do you wanna see a dead body? Prolly not Dark clouds n***a a f** a rainbow Nobody talk until I say so I just might sell my soul if it's worth anything But, we'll see how the day goes I just might sell my soul Cause I don't feel like I am a part of the world no more Will anybody miss me when I'm gone? Will anybody miss me? Have you ever seen a dead body? Prolly not I'mma sell my soul Cause I don't feel like I am a part of the world no more Will anybody miss me when I'm gone? Do you wanna see a dead body? Have you ever seen a dead body? Prolly not Ooo mind's on overload Hit straight to the face might overdose This ain't the life I chose What would you know This ain't the beginning I ain't even come close Bare robbing activity indulge Is it very human I don't think I have a pulse Blacked out in the night n***a Devil on both shoulders and a motherf**in' Angel to my right n***a Have you ever seen, a grown man cry? Never me, I shared that need of nicotine Heals me like medicine Gotta be aware all times Better be dog's eye Air lookin' for a diff'rent pedigree I know you see it Never get too comfy Man I trust nobody Feds always wanna roll on me I ain't done it I'm so sorry You can take time, no hurry Even though that I ain't slept for days My body's achey but my mind's awake Said the flow is crazy, I should rhyme for change Oh dear lady gimme the time of day See when mind's away I can never own up to my mistakes Perhaps it'll take me to a higher state No escape, I'm tryna find a way I'm the one that you was tryna save Please give up you don't have time to waste This is real, I've been waitin' my whole life to feel Do you wanna see a dead body no chill I just might sell my soul Cause I don't feel like I am a part of the world no more Will anybody miss me when I'm gone? Will anybody miss me? Have you ever seen a dead body? Prolly not I'mma sell my soul Cause I don't feel like I am a part of the world no more Will anybody miss me when I'm gone? Do you wanna see a dead body? Have you ever seen a dead body? Prolly not