Dark, ringing through the sky Shaking in the clouds Until the harps are out of tune And the song they play every night Keeping you awake While the thought sleeps in your soul And every load I took To fill the hole that caved inside Just made it deeper, darker And wider than before Dont make me say it out loud any more And Id cop just to change my scene And turn a useful nightmare Into a boring dream And my room, like a map of my time Its always half past twelve And divided by two lines And every step I took To take me further from the source Just brought me closer, inward And more lost than before Dont make me say it out loud anymore Oh well, if you dont love me now you didnt love me before And my love is turning into grief And loneliness, thy enemy Its my only relief From a child lost in a crowd Looking for the landmarks That you keep burning down And every sip I took from cups I carved out of my skull Just made me older, slower And sadder than before Dont make me say it out loud anymore If you dont love me now you didnt love me before