Lisa Mac - Picnic lyrics

I been happy In the middle of a sh**storm I put my smile on When i thought i couldn't perform I mades some real bad decisions Sometimes i just don't listen But i know that this isn't my final form But it's no picnic It's no parade When you're singing yourself to sleep in the bed In the bed that you made Its no picnic Its no parade But its feeling more and more like my day in the sun everyday I been stupid I been ashamed I hated myself so much i forgot i was worth being saved I felt low low low Nowhere to go go go And i thought so so so until I remembered of what i was made But its no picnic Its no parade When you're singing yourself to sleep In the bed in the bed that you made Said its no picnic its no parade But its feeling more and more like my day in the sun everyday I knew that time was running out This life ain't nothing to mess around So i went and got myself the hell up out Cause its my picnic Its my parade I'll be laughing at home Alone on my throne in the life that i made Said its no picnic Its no parade But its feeling more and more like my day in the sun every day