Lisa Germano - Crash lyrics

You could say I feel this way 'Cause it's the way i feel Or you could say I make it up I wanted to be real I knew I'd go down today And crash into myself Repetitious habit-forming Self-inflictedness Inner, innermost, most person It's so hard to be Feeling good to not feel bad Is way too weird for me I wish and wish and wish Someone else would come around Habit-forming hang together No one comes around now It's no fair it takes so long And comes around too late Wonder why it's so easy To feel the way I hate It's so hard to turn around and say yeah Anesthetizing, never-minding Fill yourself with crap What goes in, is coming out You can't escape that Inner, innermost, most person You could dare to be Bigger than the biggest head But not as empty I wish and wish and wish Someone else would throw me down Like it's supposed to Like I'm used to No one comes around now It's no fair it takes so long And comes around too late Wonder why it's so easy To be the way I hate It's so hard to turn around and say yeah