LinkxTheEntity - Im Lyin To Myself lyrics

You ever lived a lie that no one knew but you? Have you and contradiction ever collided? Yea? Hmph, me too I'm always looking in the mirror steady contemplating Think I should be patient? But why am I debating? While you're off living your life you got my heart aching Too much pride inside, that's why im never blatant I hurt you but you hurt me too so what am I to do? Try to forget you, and that's why im always with my crew Drown my sorrows, "for tomorrow" just by drinking boos See i gotta win, without you girl I lose All the times I told you I loved you those words are true But the words you said don't budge you so I question you Its like you moved on but me in in the same position I say "f** you!" with my words but inside im wishing You come back to me, thought you had a knack for me Its like a tragedy I gotta face reality Dont feel bad for me, the entity has always been aqui Could she say the same for me?! (x2) Im lying to myself, but nobody knows it Memories of you make it hard to stay focused I answer you're call, but I know its worthless Contradict myself like im doing it on purpose Im Lyin To Myself I lied to myself this is true But who would've knew, that you'd turn askew Not me probably cause I couldn't see Or maybe cause you hated to see the reality It hurt my heart, now how could a work of art Easily be torn apart, now your left in the dark Hmph, but never no hostility I'll get better shine bright like utilities Get that? Na, maybe you missed that I was loyal you foiled, that's the mishap Now im here alone, all on my own What don't break a n***a make a n***a, im prone Why lack indignation without compensation? If that's the case we should've never had no relations They say you want it done right do it by yourself In my heart I know im right my past is on the shelf (x2) Im lying to myself, but nobody knows it Memories of you make it hard to stay focused I answer you're call, but I know its worthless Contradict myself like im doing it on purpose Im Lyin To Myself