Lingua - Constant State of Puttra lyrics

It's raining in Raining inside my head and soaks it in All i want is to feel dry again and let me in Want to see, see beyond this gray shade of me Tear the walls down and let the sun shine down on me When i sit talking to myself There's someone else There's someone else That answers all my questions why My hope is gone My hope is gone And when i'm sitting, punching myself There's someone else There's no one else That stands in my way and softens my fall Take a breath, inhale the smell of a life that could have been As the tears fall, i remind myself why i'm here and How this could go wrong, everything has it's end But i don't seem to, seem to understand When i walk talking to myself There's someone else There's someone else That answers all my questions why My hope is gone My hope is gone And when i'm sitting, punching myself There's someone else There's no one else That stands in my way and softens my fall But i want to fall to get back up Why did you drown?