Lingua - Aftermath lyrics

A shade of light is flashing by the eyes as the lies are poring out And with a stupid voice i try to explain this: how i failed Increasing steps of conscience made by fear, i am running from it all I hide away the things i learned to love for this Everytime i'm there i fall down (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) This type of disgrace i curse (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) Living the way of life i know (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) To find a way to retreat from you (a side of me i can't face, a side of me) I'm not what you expected but at least i'm free from your know how's Release, release me from myself to improve. improve habits The way i am supposed to see you is gray shades of the way i hate you All the wrongs i did in my life, i promise i did them for you Everytime i'm there i fall down (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) This type of disgrace i curse (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) Living the way of life i know (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) To find a way to retreat from you (a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face) Hail to those who forgive themselves For tearing down their near in fear