Here I lie alone Soon I will become one with everything in the universe Why this always was Was and always is Why this bitter kiss never moves me to goodbye It holds me like a curse It makes me wonder why I do and then there's you You make it even worse You make me want to cry and I do Holding on alone It's colder every day in every way in my universe Looking out at love Oblivion looking in It's how it's always been so I don't ever try It holds me like a curse It makes me wonder why I do and then there's you You make it even worse You make me want to cry and I do