God wont talk to me I gues she's pretty busy lately I like to believe She's listening I'm starting to feel All of my bruises imagined all real I'll get through each day Dip through the bad ones To get to the good ones Who's keeping score anyway And this is my beautiful life Only things sudden is everything changes Lows and the highs And all those goodbyes As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing To be alive It's a beautiful life I talk in my sleep That the one place I know no one can hear me I tell my self things Walk in the shadows, there's always tomorrow And I'm right where I wanna be And this is my beautiful life Only things sudden is everything changes Lows and the highs And all those goodbyes As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing To be alive It's a beautiful life Oh it hurts while it's happening I wanna feel everything How can you know till you try And this is my beautiful life My beautiful life Only things sudden is everything changes Lows and the highs And all those goodbyes As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing To be alive It's a beautiful life [4x] *** Thanks for correction this lyrics