Lincoln Price - Janet's Graduation (She's Gone) lyrics

[Hook 1] Waiting is a game I hate playing Too many days since February Swear I've always dreaded this day Things I shoulda said to her already [Verse 1] A job on the east coast, she chase her dreams Tonight we celebrating, we can always miss her later The sun sets over Seattle, with the auburn caressing Surrounded by the blessings but my palms are sweating Feels like the whole city's happy for her, family and friends We Made It, We Made It, the page begins to turn again I'm so f**ing sick of school, cannot wait to graduate Tonight we celebrate my best friend moving out of state I snap out of it to the sound of her voice as she grab my wrist Come and take a shot with me and ya boys, we got this fifth And as our friends begin to fill the gla**es I become aware of how f**ing selfish I'm acting This night is about her, and I'm just in the background But no one gets it so I don't say nothing around them Cuz we'll be here in Bellevue, and she'll be out in New York So I'm just looking forward to her being at my show on tour [Hook 2] So here's a toast for you Ain't no question that you special you gon' go somewhere And it's off into her dreams, she gon' leave this little town Mommas happy daddy's proud so we gon' pour a little out But if it's the last time I see you, I wanted to say I wanted to say Congratulations but I think I've always dreaded this day (dreaded this day) I've always dreaded this day [Verse 2] It's dark out now, but I got a moment with her Stars above, I can be myself and joke with her She said, "You're such a douchebag, but I love you like that A man who speaks his mind regardless, that's attractive I've known you forever, you were always there for me The first one I told sh** to, being alone is scary" Now it's my hand in her hand, there's sand in my Sperries She says they're staring but laughs as if she don't even care and Her constant disregard for opinions, indifferent disposition Always made her different, made me love her, made her Janet “That's probably why we best friends,” or some corny sh** The words I brewed in my head, I accidentally spilled them Teeth clinched I hate myself, one of my last chances slipped She says it goes by quick, we growing up and sh** Promise me we'll still talk, nothings gonna change right But lets just do us and give a f** how they feel tonight [Hook 2] [Verse 3] A quarter to midnight and I'm with random b**hes I'm getting sick of being mister almost kissed her Then I begin wonder if she missed me Said it ain't a party without me I wonder if she meant it Hold my drink random, I will not just let this drown But if this don't work out I'mma burn it to the ground Four years in the making, With every step my hearts racing I gotta say it tonight, there's no way I'mma let this fade Around the drunk guests, yo where is she? Where she at? A girl gives me a funny look and then points and laughs At a pile of blankets that I a**umed she was buried in Then she blows my high like…like you ain't burning sh** I see eyes closed, hair in face, lying on the couch Her friend turns to me and explains that she pa**ed out She just got a little f**ed up, don't worry, she's okay Well I'd rather be unconscious than f**ed up and still awake [Hook 1] [Verse 4] I was always good intentions mixed with sh**ty timing Give her little hints of the truth and hope that she don't find it f** being second place, my only quest to be the best I wanna be Janet's favorite rapper, biggest promise yet And now you know my motivation so it's gonna happen Between the flights and hotels, the tours and late sessions New York city got a good one, I can't wait to join her And maybe one day I'll wake up beside her Beside her… [Outtro] (Screwed) I'd rather be unconscious than f**ed up and still awake (x4)