Lily - Ariel lyrics

VERSE 1 I've made up my mind That I'm taking my time To decide what I want to be feeling And I, know everything's about me tonight Know that you won't be sleeping tonight Know that it's hard believing Tomorrow I will open my eyes And look at empty sheets beside me VERSE 2 I've given up crying It's way too hard trying to find What's right to be feeling And I wonder why you'd be taken from me Wonder why I would rather be free And wonder if you are driving around in circles Thinking of nothing Like me CHORUS It's a joke to think I'd swallow everything I ever felt for you Your guarantee that I don't love you like you love me You say I used to make you smile, that I'm different, and it's been awhile But maybe, maybe you don't even know me VERSE 3 I'm better alone 'Cause you made me your own And you told me how I should be feeling But I know that it feels like I'm hurting more Know that the ways you've hurt me before And nothing compared to being without you Wondering what you'd be doing, right now CHORUS It's a joke to think I'd swallow everything I ever felt for you Your guarantee that I don't love you like you love me You say I used to make you smile, that I'm different, and it's been awhile But maybe, maybe you don't even know me OUTRO It aches that I'm here And it hurts that I fear you But want to feel nothing but your arms And all that I can't have