Lilrosebed - Worsening lyrics

Verse (Calera) When she shine Baby looking like she too damn devine In the eye When im looking at, like she stopping time Let it burn In the heat of the sun Ima sip on this wine Got the tool on my side When we step out the ride Dirty 30 in the back Got limited time Frozen when i think that i just thru back like 7 Im wondering why Its not death or not heaven, (yeah) Won't you stay by my side Let go of tiеs Letting go of words to me I've been so tirеd Only sit here worsening Stay on my side Won't you stay by my side (yeah, yeah) Verse 2 (lilrosebed) I know you gon hate me Every step of the way I dont really know what i could say I'm fu*king counting my days Phone callin Missed calls Got her stuck in a daze Molly water Two pills got me numbing my pain, (my pain) Brand new substance got me fu*ked up i feel it My lifes been fu*ked up i feel i should end it Used to think that our love would be endless Now im sad so i keep fu*king spending Emotionless, feel my lifes fu*kin blending Whats the problem with the life that im living You could tell me but i prolly won't listen I had never gave a fu*k to begin with (begin with)